Monday, August 17, 2009

There's some stuff I need to say

So for about a week I planned on relocating to Missouri at the end of the year. I was going to move forward on my dream of living on a self-sustainable farm, with or without my favorite part of that dream--a husband (damn him). So I got rational over the weekend after a slight meltdown inside and the realization that I've been feeling that odd but familiar mix of freedom and instability that comes with being an unfettered single person. Where to next? It's like the constant question in my mind and I'm exhausted by it. I need to not think about it for now. I want to melt into my couch and giggle about the awesomely quirky people in my ward and buy produce at Eastern Market and talk about world history with my nerdy friends...I need to call this place home a bit longer. I don't know that I've actually done that at all since I got here. So I'm in DC...my little home on C street...until further notice.

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susie said...
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susie said...

As long as you are happy, your mommy is happy.